I haven’t slept today.
because i want to get that wine sample in the mail already, missed ttwo days. holy crap. every time i don’t sleep i always feel so inspired. i’m pretty sure that’s terrible. i want to live, i don’t want to die so soon! and i want to have nice skin but well… shit. looks like none of that’s going to happen if i continue not sleeping. all i can think about is how badly i want to drink those wine samples x.x
i still need a job. haven’t really been looking all that much. i don’t have that much motivation to do anything lately. i’ve been feeling apathetic for the past months, i think it’s a combination of losing friends that i thought where good friends and not doing anything with my life. yeah, pretty sure that’s it. i’ve been on the computer for so long. i really do need a nature break of some sort. anyone out there that can take me away? i’m too scared to go alone :| i’d probably die. and that would suck because the point of going was to not die. egh